 Okay. I can't hold out an longer. That's what she said... No but seriously. I have to tell the world.
This is my future husband and I want to have his babies. I know. I know. I am just as surprised as all of you right now. If you would have told me 2 weeks ago... that I would meet my soulmate, and have a burning desire to have his children... I would have told you to literally f*ck off. My heart has been soooooo closed to any type of intimate relationship. I didn't believe in soulmates. I believed in dreams coming true but didn't know if a man was in my cards ♥️ this lifetime. Recently I shared with you all, that I had been sleeping with my ex husband for the past 3 years. It was easy for me to close my heart and keep him far away while still getting my needs met. Super easy for me to help you all have transformation while kind of just closing the door in that area of my heart. With that said, two Tuesday nights ago I had such a strong desire to attended Ultimatum with Donny Epstein ... I had heard about him through my partner John Amaral who I do Events with. Darius Vega and Anne Laborde were going to the event and I felt so pulled to go. They kept asking if I was going. I get chills now thinking about if I had not listened to that calling or that pull I would not have met my soulmate. So I ask where is life calling you that you may not be listening to and listing all the reasons why it's not possible? My mind did the same thing at first... (which is why I waited until 2 days before the event took place to make the decision to go). I had so much resistance I even only planned on going for only 3 days and not the 6 days. Instead of listing all the reasons why it wasn't possible to at least go though and trust me there were plenty... (in the middle of the 99 Day Dare launch, what I would do with my daughter, and my clients, etc)... but then I just said YES to that hunger and calling to have, be and become MORE. I said yes to my SOUL and to allowing God to weave me the greatest grandest love story of all time. Say YES... I attended Ultimatum with about 40 plus incredible souls. I am a completely different person than I was going in. My life was completely ripped apart in the most beautiful, raw and real ways I could ever imagine. Everything I have been struggling to make happen effortlessly has come together. I want to share my story of how I was able to OPEN my heart. I will do my best to tell you this story even though words can not dare touch the real experience. I am from the future and on my first night at Ultimatum.... before we begin.... please keep an open mind ok? This shift is gonna sound freaking crazy.... but I would bet my entire existence that it actually happened. It was not a dream. And off off off away we go rockstars... My first session at Ultimatum I was on the table and then all of sudden was being ripped through this white tunnel. I could feel the velvety soft whiteness as I dug my fingers in the white space. Then it stopped at a moment my father was 2 years old. Him and his brother were on the floor. They felt so sad because something bad was happening to them. I picked my dad up. I told him I was from the future and I was his daughter. And he smiled a grin so big. I hugged him and then was ripped from that space almost like a vacuum sucking me back into the time warp. Then I saw my dads twin brother Frankie, who killed himself in my dads garage when he was 18, standing there in my dads garage still. His soul was stuck it looked like. He has been stuck for years. I moved out of the garage and stood in the yard calling his name and asking him to come out. I said, "I see the gift in your death and you are released. You are free. Fly home." Frankie got the most liberating smile on his face and all of sudden he had all this light around him and he shot up from the ground and into the sky. I was then ripped back into the time portal. I was pulled with incredible force back 100's of years. I blessed my birth. My mothers birth. I went back and played with my mom as she was a girl and loved her in moments she may have not felt like she was enough. Then I was put back in white space and I saw a wound so large and heard my ancestors crying. The weaver (God) came through me and started humming the most vibrational sweet tune through me... as the weaver hummed ... the crying started to stop and all the ancestors stared at me. The continued hum came through as my creator continued to stream through me and gently grab a needle and thread and with the most gentle precision and care... started to sew the wounds of my ancestors. When the sewing was complete ... my energy was shifted. I felt my pelvis area warming and just completely opening and my heart ❤️ opening and expanding at new heights and levels. My grandmothers arms were wrapped around me. Then I felt hugged by all my ancestors who were so grateful to be released. Then two angels came and I felt completely held up by them. God came out through me and looked at me. It looked like an enormous swirling eye with all of these spider webs and soul threads and I could see that the weaver was connected with everything and everyone. Then I was instantly pulled back into the room with every at Ultimatum but the room looked a little different ... like I had went forward in time. I felt different. For the first time ever... I saw my soulmate... he was gorgeous and he came walking across the room to me as tears were streaming down my face and we were so happy. He grabbed me and hugged my soul for a long time. He was so proud of me for what I just did. I felt myself relax into his arms. Then I was carried off the table and my session was over. I was unconscious for a while still processing all the magic that just took place. I had no idea that my soulmate was actually in the room. I thought it meant I would meet him sometime in the future... not that his soul was right next to me. Over the next few days every session just got more intense... I had planned only being there for 3 days but once I got there I couldn't leave. I made the impossible possible and I ended up staying. I saw everything. My future husband and our baby. I saw it all. Over the next few days the synchronicities were so strong that Jason Ozuna and I had to laugh at most of them. I felt pulled to him but not until the 3rd day. I kept thinking about him and didn't know why but was in total resistance to how I felt about him. It's funny the moment I saw him, God said, "That is your future husband." I laughed and told God that he wasn't my type. Needs to be a Network doc. I have in my Definite Major purpose statement that I meet a Network Chiropractor and we change the world together. While at the event ... I joked with God (we talk often lol 😂 no but really though 😳) and said, "Single network chiropractors don't just fall from the sky, do they?" The next day I was at lunch with the pods (pods= people in groups... I know pods sound so much cooler) and I heard Jason Ozuna sharing that he was a Network chiropractor. I nearly flipped the whole table on its side and said, "Are you fucking kidding me?" I then proceeded with grace to throw my napkin on the ground 😂lol yup... and storm out of the restaurant to get some air. I looked up at the sky and said, "Seriously?" When I walked back in the restaurant and everyone said, "Why did you just do that?" I just explained I was from the future and I could not tell them yet. Later that day I couldn't stop thinking about him. I couldn't deny the way my heart felt so intertwined with his already but I still was in resistance. I remember after lunch walking to the elevator and asking God, "Could he be the one?" As the elevator doors opened ... guess who was standing solo in it? Jason Mofo Ozuna. (For new readers: Mofo = Mother F*cking) We both just started cracking up. He said, "I was just thinking about you." And I said, "Yes I was as well. Can we take a moment to be grateful for how amazing the weaver is when we allow it into our lives?" We both smiled at each other and shook our heads. When we walked into the room, someone stole my chair ... and can you guess who had a spot open up right next to him? Jason Mofo Ozuna. Guess who ended up on the table next to me that night? Jason Mofo Ozuna. After the session we were sitting next to each other and he pulled me into him... and said he loved my energy. When he touched me I knew. I knew he was my soulmate and I have known him 1000 years and I have searched for him for 33 fuckin years and We finally found each other. Well... I am assuming you kids can figure out what happened next... lol I mean, you try waiting 33 years to find your soulmate and then tell me what you want to do with them when you meet them! 😂🙌🏻♥️☝️🦄🌈😳🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 Hot like Mofo fire. Okay since I am so brutally honest here... let's get real... I had more sex in the past 3 days with Jason than I have had in the past 3 years. For the first time in 33 years... I had sex without guilt and fudge that shift feels so good! Oh and I experienced my first soulgasim. This is when my heart saw my future daughter with Jason. She was so beautiful. My soul threads were connected with his heart and I knew that we were soulmates. Destined to be together. Us being together actually helps the energy field around us. Isn't that freaking amazing? Breathe in deep... this is just the tip of the mofo iceberg. This is just letting you in on a FRACTION of what happened. I didn't even get to the part where I was being conceived and I was just an angel sprinkling the pixie dust of my soul style all around the room where I was being conceived: I am a magical rockstar unicorn visionary who inspires instant transformation, love and self acceptance for all. When I shine the light of my heart it becomes a rippling wave of energy awakening hearts across the world to help them remember who they really are and why they are really here. I transport people to the future to help them see their future and make their dreams come true. I am forever grateful for everyone who led me to Donny and Jackie Epstein. His work is transformational and LIFE CHANGING needless to say. BEST SELF DEVELOPMENT EVENT I HAVE EVER ATTENDED. 3 Lessons I Learned In Finding My Soulmate (These can be applied in any area of your life and you will get amazing incredible results if you apply these Lessons) #1 You have to look where you are not looking. Where are you being pulled that you are not allowing yourself to go. God has the most amazing things in store for you... whatever you are thinking .... think bigger.... TRUST ME! All you have to do is stop putting the separation in between you and God's magic. Seriously once you start allowing the weaver in... you understand just how magical shift can get and how fast things can shift. I mean in an instant your life can change... isn't that exciting? To know that no matter what has happened in the past, you can have the most joyous incredible future ever? We are only here for so long... Do not waste the gift of life on settling for less than you know you are capable of. SAY YES. #2 When Resistant, Face It Head On and It Will SHIFT Organically. I was so resistance to it all until I realized how much joy it would bring me. I faced the resistance and realized I was just scared of change in that area of my life. I didn't see another baby in my future until I met him. Once I finally stopped resisting the way I was feeling and allowed the weaver (God) to work the incredible magic in my life, the thought of having his baby never felt more "Right" in my whole life. I felt like I could see farther than I ever could before. Does the person you are with make you want to be a better you? Jason makes me want to be the best coach, mom, wife, rockstar I can be in my life. He brings out the best in me. SAY YES! #3 LISTEN TO YOUR SOUL. This is probably the biggest thing. My soul knew I had to go to Ultimatum but my mind told me I was making a mistake. It was a $6000 event after all and I had sooo many reasons and excuses on why I could not do this. BUT MY SOUL KNEW. YOUR SOUL KNOWS THE WAY! WHERE ARE YOU BEING LED OR CALLED TO BE, HAVE AND DO MORE WITH YOUR LIFE? Maybe to a Donny Epstein event yourself? Or maybe the Spark Your Rockstar event this coming October? I am so grateful I listened to my soul... so.. will you listen to yours? As always my loving rockstars... Sending you High Fives, Hugs, & Pattern Breaking Ass Slaps, Carolyn Rim Founder of Spark Your Rockstar, LLC Website: www.SparkYourRockstar.com Email: [email protected] Join the Rockstars of 1000's of people making dreams come true in the SPARK YOUR ROCKSTAR COMMUNITY: www.facebook.com/groups/sparkenergy #DreamsDoComeTrue #ThankYou #ItsAlreadyDone #SparkYourRockstar |
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