I am back on only because I am needing to post this before earth day is over. I went today and did heated yoga and got a mani and pedi. You may think that is simple right? Whats the big deal? So what, Carolyn? You got a mani and pedi, no big deal.
But this one was significant because for the last year I have not been able to afford a mani and pedi. Hell less than 5 weeks ago I almost lost my house. From almost losing my house to becoming a platinum partner al because I was able to see the value I provided for others. Don't get me wrong it was not that simple for I know I had many steps, heartbreaks, crazy karma and lifetimes to get to where I am.
As I was sitting in the chair getting my feet rubbed, I thought to myself I am so grateful! I was laughing and crying and the people at the salon were laughing with me as I kept saying I am so grateful for all of you, they smiled and told me they missed me. I said your beautiful to woman doing my pedi and she lite up and smiled.
I dare you today to tell someone they are beautiful and watch their response. Tell someone they are beautiful and their whole soul smiles. Tell them your grateful for them. I have had so much transformation in the past 18 months I don't even know how to explain all the dark moments when I thought I wasn't going to make it.
I realized though, all the resistance I had was my own. I started doing small things daily that changed me. I started eating healthy, working out and most of all I started meditating. Actually I have now held over 300 meditations with over 300 groups of over 50 to 100 people everyday for the past year. Tony Robbins always says what you think is easy to someone else is what someone else spent hours and hours and hours practicing behind closed doors. I feel so alive with love in my heart.
For everyone reading this smile, I request that you smile. WE are all just lost boys in neverland who are set free to find our way home. We are spiritual beings having a human experience. I am so grateful. I just cant seem to stop the tears from falling but this time they are not sad tears, they are tears of immense joy and bliss. I am home. Its funny I am all alone in my house right now but have never felt more love and connection in my life. My God, its just, the world we live in is beautiful. All of us are here for a purpose and I am here to change the world. I say that with every fiber of my being. I am going to push the human race forward with my beautiful fucking energy and we will expand. We will grow. We will dance and we will love. We will live and We will die and we will all again, be like like the star dust sprinkled in the sky.
I love you to the moon and back. I love you right for where you are.
This earth day is significant. Tonight in my mind... I wrapped my arms around the earth and I gave it hug. I imagined I hugged it with my whole heart. I sent love to the world. We all can make a difference. Do me a favor promise me you will go hug a tree? Even if you think its weird and silly, (I once did) just go hug a tree for earth day. Who cares if people laugh at you, who cares if they make fun of you...just keep being the sunshine. Keep smiling at people who don't smile back, they are the ones that need the smile the most. I am forever grateful. I am expanding to the next level of who I am and I am so grateful you all were part of my journey.
Cheers to pixie dust, to neverland, to all the mean captain hooks of the world, to the trees, the flowers, to the love in our smiling hearts. We are souls. This lifetime will flash by for us like a lightening bolt in the sky. For now I understand, for now I see the light and I don't care who knows and I dont care who judges. I am who I am. I am not what you want me to be. I am who I am and I am a rockstar!
Tonight is a night that goes down in history.
Why? Because I just wrote the last page of my book and this post is it. This is the last page to the book. Its my spiritual awakening to the gift that I am. Its my story how I fell in love with myself and the world.
I am sending you love right now. Can you see and feel my smile?
Anything is possible my friends... anything is possible when you allow your heart to lead you. Before you open in your eyes in tomorrow morning... open your heart. Once the heart is open... thats when the magic happens.
You have the magic within you my friends. My wish for you is that you see you just how magnificent you truly are in this lifetime or the next.
To the moon Alice ... To the moon,
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Because dreams do come true and this community is where the possible becomes the possible.
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